Not knowing is most intimate

These past 3 days I have been in good company in Nr. Snede, held and guided by my friend and teacher Piet.

Awareness filled with the constant change of things, body, mind, heart, and a wondrous exchange with other people and the beautiful, supportive surroundings of Vækstcentret. Not so separate after all.

At times contracted, crammed by physical discomfort in neck and shoulder, at times vast, expanded chest and not so much going on.

Saturday night, sitting in the still hall that Jes Bertelsen has taught in for 37 years, I remembered the blessed work with Not Knowing that has been such an intimate part of my practice for the last year and a half. What a relief!

It brings such freedom and such intimacy, allowing what is to be and to really not know.